I'm tired of pretending that I'm okay, and I wish I didn't do the wrong.
I'm not angry or even mad. It's just... A lil bit disappointed.
I'm disappointed of myself being childish and selfish. It's true. I can feel it. Cause I feel like I wanna cry for every single thing that actually not a big deal. How can I think positive if the reality is like this?
I tried to relax. I took a deep breath in order to let things go, but it's still.. It's the same. I got nothing.
Maybe I'm a kind of girl that love to love a person that much, I mean... once I loved him, I will love him forever. It's been twice and I guess I need to change that cause the more I do, the more pain I get.
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